i dunno what i am doing now and what’s of me. i wanna let go but another part of me is just clinching on tightly. it’s time to move on… i am going haywire.

work’s at 10 tml, time to sleep.

feirch. i dunno what i am ranting about.

Haha, after all… i seriously think that my leave is a GOOD thingy. it’s only 8days and the next thing i know, i’ll be crashing SHANGHAI. watch me~! hahs. my one week’s FULLY BOOKED. arrrr. i like it. friends and family, thanks. i’ll take good care of myself i promise and be a good girl, as far as possible, i wun fall for any China Hunkies nor adopt the accent of theirs nor learn spitting on the roadside or pee without no doors.

 I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!! hehs. sincerely. truly. and, ever and ever ya? hahah.

to jeff, yesterday was your birthday! hmmm, i hope you enjoyed yourself ya? have a good laugh at urself watching the video and the flirtacious acts you did. heh. once again, HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY!~ hmm, let’s have a small challenge on next wed! haha. a SMALL one ya.

i wanna watch 881. and Secret. screw exams! anyway, secret’s available on crunchroll liaos!

http://www.crunchyroll.com/showmedia?id=130067

and eh, it’s Chinese V Day today.

hmm, i cant post anymore photos le. reacched the limit. how? makes me feel so not like updating.

i wanna run……. FARFAR away.

YAwn, I’m still mugging lahs.

Eh, Shuyi JIEJIE, i’ve been a GOOOOD girl and did RPS today! HAHA.

BAck to BOOOKIE~! rarrrrrrr.

i sleeeep alot, sleptover at joyce’s ydae after movie with her and pattiebooop. and continued part2 today. hahs!

hmm. GOODLUCK ALL ya! for exams, work, friendship, everything! =]

sincere blesssings~ =]

LOVE.

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18days,

which is approx 25920mins later to my departure day and my luggage’s still empty. Haha. As the date draws nearer, my fear increases with it as well … I am eager to be independent, but, can I manage it? Haha, to think that I’m doubting myself… hmmm, I will talk back whenever mum says me, but today, I actually swallowed it down and gave mum a really heArtful hug… I seldom let my emotion runs like this to be truthful. 

So, do we really have to wait till its time for a Goodbye that we start cherishing and pay more attention to things around us? A seeming small act like this could mean a lot seriously. Alright, I really do take things for granted… yea, I a serious PAMERED kid.  

I let him down… allowing him to leave and not do a thing about it…  

*snap!*  I’m just going for 5mths lah deh, I sound like I’m dying. Hah. GoodNight all! I’m strong yea? =) 

and joyce, thanks to you, this post is instigated becos of U! ha.

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Oh, it’s the Hungy Ghost Festival now.

so… when’s my turn? prolly i’ll wait till around 29. =]

was  an hr late for jun’s dinner, the last one. made her a small bouquet of flower, you better like it okays..!  well. and surprising enough, mum said ok to clubbing! ahhahs! BINGBiONG~! now you know jun, how much the phoon family dotes on you!

first it was dinner at Fish and Co. @ Wheel Lock’s Place

SEEJUN the BIRTHDAY GIRL.

LINGXINJUNTINGENLINZ

linz and me, see that really small bouquet on my hand? i MADE it!

this is TINGTING, with damn sharp and high pitched vocal. you could hear her ten miles away. seriously, that peck wasnt that bad after all. =]

lim lin @ lim Jia li is her name. see this LV bag? she is darn rich. LOL. i like her pink booots.

and den, aaron, now known as JUN’S BOYFRIEND sent us to MOS, second time there. trust me, i didnt had a good experience the first… know why? i missed my steps and fell into the waterfall, it aint good, but i had a good laugh, trying so much to act like im fine, when it hurts so much up there. yeah, i hitted my booby.

we reached quite early, so ya, took loads of crazy shots. guess what? there were 222 of them in total. grrrr, damn GOOD.

FIFI. the sensible one. =]

CONTRAdictive.

im a THINKER~ blinkblink.

there were more den these 2 bottles…

den, heng huat treated us to flaming lamboghini, it was damn good! hahs, surprising enough, i got a little hot after my first glass of cranberry volka but not the flaming! so cool lahs. and yesh, i have a friend name HENG, lucky and HUAT, prosper. =]

HENG HUATTTTTTTT ar~!

alright, though MOS wasnt nice that night, but it was the companion that means more and completes it.

LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YA ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

 lil relieve, from all the projects, reports and presentation. And a lil lost, what’s next for me? With a current GPA of 3.07, im not qualified for Uni yet. The only thing that could help would most probably be CCAs which I had been so obsessed with during year1 days, beats me, I dunno why too.  

I was in Tennis ( per sem fee of $300?) , Astronomy (spent countless nights at the highest spot in school while cracking lame jokes more den star gazing as, most of the time, it’s a cloudy night) , Adventure Seekers ( whom didn’t called at all after I paid my entrance fee) and lastly, my MDE club.And subsequently I dropped all as MDE is enough to drain me up.  

Still thinking, should I attend my school’s Prom Night? After organizing it for 2 years, it’s quite an irony tat I didn’t attend mine. But, given it’s at Amara Hotel and hmm, I dunno. Alright, lunched at Botak Jones AMK today, finally. Had Cajun Chix, not bad, and BIG. I had TEh-O too, lolls, so auntie.

  =] I have a confession, I think I really like Zhang Dong Liang. =] hahhaha. 

received a call from gaowen, random lah dehs! act ang mohs! bth, gotta get some GOR-DIE-VER choc some day. hahs, its not pronounced as GO-DEE-VAR. wrongwrong WRONG. repeat after me.

GOR-DIEEE-VERRRRRRRRRR. =] nice.

you better date me out for some coffee before i’m off.

THIS IS ME! MEMEMEMEMEMEMME.

the draft.

raterate, this is the original photo.

alright, notice it the differences?

1. my hair parting.

2. my eyes lashes arent that long.

3. my eyes, unfortunately’s much smaller.

but well, i still like it. =] THANKS edmund. aka autoticon-mund, or at least he thinks so.

i can no longer stand gross stuff.